My grandpa was diagnosed with pancreas cancer. My siblings and I didn't know until we were called down to say our goodbyes. I always will remember him and his bright warm smile. I t was devastating when he died. He died in the room right next to the place where I was sleeping. I always felt guilty for his death because I fell asleep to the heart moniter (please excuse the spelling i'm grammaticaly impaired) I thought if it went flatline I would hear it. Then I woke up the next morning and he was just gone you could tell he was really gone.