Just a little something I posted on my livejournal yesterday... hope you like it =)

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I have weird shadows around my eyes.
November 18, 2008. Finally.
I was sooo happy and anxiety, tossed and turned all night. And I don't even know when the album will be available where in Brazil. Don't even know if it will ever be.
But you know, I started to think about David's journey since his first band until today, the release of his first album by a major label. Is something really important for his career, and I can't help but feel reaaally proud of my American Idol. I smiled, I cried, I loved, I grieved, I had so much fun with him this year. I think I'll never understand this relationship that we build with our idols, I just know that is something so wonderful and incredible - you'll only know it when you feel it. And David, I don't know... he deserves this, he really does. You can stop by me and say "You don't even know this guy and he don't even knows about your existence", but if you really think like this, you'll never have the sensibility to see how amazing as a person he is. Is something you can get by the most simple gesture, smile, laugh, tear. Only a few times I've had the opportunity to see someone so confident about who he is and what he is capable to do. He has no shame of showing who he is, of showing his feelings even in front of millions of viewers. When he wanted to cry, he cried; always ready to give some comfort to any of his "opponents" at the American Idol competition; and, mainly, without never even mentioning his brother's Adam sickness so he won't gain sympathy votes.
And I don't even told about his oh-so-many attributes yet: what a voice! So much creativity and originality, a real artist. And a having that beautiful face doesn't hurt as well...
And I just want to be a little like him someday =)
I wish all the best for him and his band too, and keep on waiting for the next CD!
Thank you, thank you, thank you, David Cook. Thank you for making me give another chance to a kind of hope I didn't believe anymore.

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sorry for my poor english :x i know i repeat some words a lot of times... I'm still working on my vocabulary.