From Wiki:

Melancholia (from Greek μελαγχολία - melagcholia[1], also called lugubriousness, moroseness, or wistfulness), in contemporary usage, is a mood disorder of non-specific depression, characterized by low levels of enthusiasm and eagerness for activity. In a modern context, "melancholy" applies only to the mental or emotional symptoms of depression or despondency; historically, "melancholia" could be physical as well as mental, and melancholic conditions were classified as such by their common cause rather than by their properties.

Well, I feel like CRAP!!! And I think it's all David's fault. We became SOOO used to having a daily dose of SOMETHING new from him, that now, with the tour over, we are left pretty much high and dry with nothing NEW to keep us going.

Of course, it's not HIS fault we're all COMPLETELY FRIKKIN' INSANE! He didn't expect that women old enough to be his...uh...his MUCH OLDER SISTER!! (yeah, RIGHT!) would be following him around the country, taking pictures of various and sundry body parts for internet posting (for the record, I'VE never done that. I prefer the ENTIRE guy as opposed to the individual attributes), spending HOURS on the internet watching YouTube videos, reading fan encounters and searching out any little TIDBIT we could find to feed our obsession (some of us are more obsessed than others, obviously!)

It's gonna pass, I know it will. It always does. In fact, the euphoria of the summer HAD to come to an end. No one can maintain THAT kind of an emotional high for extended periods of time without there being some kind of price to pay. And, I guess THIS is the price I'm paying. The blues.

Of course, it doesn't freakin' HELP the my CHIEFS suck, suck SUCK this fall. God D**N that game on Sunday was freakin' embarassing. And even though I'm STILL pissed that I ended up missing the Cook brothers singing the SSB (cluster fock of a parking debacle at the first home game left me in the GD parking lot during it), I'm kinda glad I didn't waste my time getting into the stadium to sit down.

Ok, I SWEAR, now that I'm done with this little craptacular blog, I'm gonna go edit the video from Andy's Plan B concert from Friday night. I have 8 freakin' GIG of video. I'm thinkin' I might have gotten a BIT carried away.

~angi