PROMISES, SCHMROMISES...

So, I promised that I wouldn't really try to process all of this madness until I got an extended break, but something happened today that really made me reflect. Well, I may be getting too generic. A lot of small things have happened lately that correlated into some fresh perspective. Let me explain…

We had a much-needed, much-deserved day off in Ft. Lauderdale, FL, today. I took it as an opportunity to rest myself not only physically, but mentally. The strain of trying to put everything I have into this tour, on top of the scheduling conflicts that inevitably arise from doing a record while on the road, and not to mention the crazy press commitments, have left me, and all the idols, with an almost humorous non-distinct stare as we enter the home stretch of this tour. So, today I did little but stay in bed and walk around. I went with MJ and Chik to go see "Tropic Thunder". I give it 4/5 stars. Tom Cruise was the only part I didn't like about it. Don't know why…

After the movie, we went and grabbed dinner, and then split up upon returning to the hotel. I went out to the beach, and plopped down on a chair to watch the waves and the lightning in the distance. (Hurricane/Tropical Storm/Massive Nuisance Fay) All at once, it hit me full on what has happened to me this last year. I thought about Omaha, and my brother, Andrew, and the Green Mile, and the top 12 red carpet event, and the hotel, and the finale, and this tour. It really became apparent to me at that moment that the tour will be done in about a month, and we'll all, hopefully, go on to amazing careers and lives away from this "Idol Machine" and apart from one another. After a year with these guys, that thought looms ominous and scary.

I bring all this up to make this point: There were times from the beginning of college to the time that I made the show where I truly was unsure of what I was supposed to be doing. I've been a professional musician of some degree since I was 15, but could I ever really "make it"? This last year has allotted me a new inner peace, and I'm more thankful for that than anything else. It's nice to have the title of American Idol, and the privilege of making a major-label record, but more than all of those things, I want to say thank you for the support you guys have shown, but more importantly the understanding you guys have shown to my limitations as I try to meander through this very new lifestyle of actually being acknowledged for doing something I love. I'm giving everything I can to make sure that you guys feel as appreciated as you've made me feel over the last year. Here's to many more.

~D

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David you are INCREDIBLE SUPER TALENTED Can't Wait for the new album !!!

Davidcookrocks29

I cannot find the words to express what you mean to me...how much you have touched my heart and soul. Thank you thank you thank you for who you are and like Paula said, you are gonna be, you ARE, a bright and shining star....I love you so much!
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karen
"I feel alive beside you and all at once I am whole again.."

~ karen

We believe, there's a reason that we're all here, that every doubt will disappear, we
believe, we believe!

As I was reading this I cannot believe that in over two years this Man from Missouri has accomplished so much,moved and impacted so many Peeps as well!!When I read this I realize how humble David Cook really is!And coming on a Second record already in the early part of next year is Amazing!The first one went Platinum,Cook got to do the writing process in different parts of the World!In this last two years it has been a real journey and yes he is a gift from above!In fact last november my 40th bday on the 11th at 12;45 am I got to meet this amazing Man and shared a very awesome hug from him!I was breathless and still am after that show he gave in St Louis!Since than I have been following everything he has done!From emhe to his trip to Africa for Idol Gives Back.Words cannot express the admiration I feel for him and the love as well!He has changed my whole perspective on Music and from him I have gotten interested in other bands and just love for Music in general.Getting more into the lyrics,rythems and sounds!This Man is so special to all of us and I do follow him on twiiter!He does tweet some silly things!Yes It has been hard to believe it has been two years since his Album!!We are only headed for some awesome surprises in the next one!Mr Cook is a very talented Human being as well as Compassionate and Caring!He is a Regal Rocker!!!

I read this again and I am in tears. I know this has been such an amazing year for you and oh boy David, this is just the beginning my love. I truly admire the man that you are and I am sure that now you have absolutely no doubt that THIS is what you were born to be doing.

"I'm pretty sure I'm in love with you...I'm just sayin..."

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"cause I can't remember ever falling this hard"

~Mike (the girl)

On the one year anniversary of this blog, I felt the need to read it again. Oh, what a wonderful year it has been. You have certainly given more of yourself to us than any fan could ever expect. You may appreciate us, but we appreciate you for not only your music but also the man that you are. And....Ok--- I admit it. I just cried, again. Yep, I did....maybe a little, but more than likely, maybe a lot! Just like I did the first time I read it one year ago today.

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~~Mary

~~Mary

It seems like not that long ago when you poured your heart out onto all of our computer screens in this blog. This part strikes me more than any other:

This last year has allotted me a new inner peace, and I'm more thankful for that than anything else. It's nice to have the title of American Idol, and the privilege of making a major-label record, but more than all of those things, I want to say thank you for the support you guys have shown, but more importantly the understanding you guys have shown to my limitations as I try to meander through this very new lifestyle of actually being acknowledged for doing something I love. I'm giving everything I can to make sure that you guys feel as appreciated as you've made me feel over the last year. Here's to many more.

I hope you continue to feel the inner peace which you wrote about on this day last year. You seem to be meandering your way through your new lifestyle very well from this fan's perspective, and I want to tell you that I appreciate you, your music, your passion, even more now than I did last year at this time. Thanks for an amazing year+, David. Indeed, here's to many more.
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"Take a minute just to breathe..."
√D; WTFU; Poetic Solace
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"Take a minute just to breathe..."
√D; WTFU; Poetic Solace
Twitter // Who's Who on Twitter

This may seem so late in coming, but...Part of the allure of being such a huge fan of yours is the story of how you evolved to where you are now. If I could think of one word to describe your journey, it would have to be: serendipitous - to think that you were @ the AI auditions to support your brother, and yet YOU ended up audtioning yourself, is nothing short of "fate" - almost like (not to sound too much like a cliche, but) it was your destiny.

I can't also help but think back at how there were 2 "Cooks" & 2 "Davids" & yet there was only one YOU- the 'south paw' rocker who ended up being the star with a cause. I can't think of any idols who actually have some kind of platform that they can promote, like you do now, with ABC2 or even just raising an awareness of cancer, which started even way back with little Lindsey Rose and the orange bracelet.

I commend you for not only sharing your talents, but also your even bigger heart with all of us. The fact that you are intelligent, professional (what an awesome work ethic), as well as good-looking, yet all the while down to earth, you are THE Total Package!

I was fortunate enough to see you in Del Mar, CA when you played at the Fairgrounds (right after your 2 week vacation), only to be disappointed in knowing that I lost an opportunity to have a meet & greet with you. Had I been listening to STAR 94.1 during the week you would be arriving, I probably would have had at least the possibility of meeting you. Instead, I couldn't help but addictively listen to your CD every moment I was in the car. Oh well! At least you worked it out at the show! Just wish it could've been just a little longer, as I was just getting into it.

Looking forward to what the future has in store for you...

Rachel
"You had me at hello"

David,
Thank you for you, for sharing yourself and your talents with the world. It surely comes with a price, but you seem to being doing a great job. Never let go of who you truly are.

Bond,..KarenBond

ladybond

David's show in Tulsa was INCREDIBLE!! We live in T-town and found tix on craigslist - thanks to the seller! My daughters and I have experienced a once-in-a-lifetime concert -- close up, small cowd, meeet and greet afterwards, HUGS from DC and autographs - can it get any better!?!? Saw David walking Dublin before the show - he is getting big and such a cutie. Thank you, David Cook!!

DC-
Sounds like you need a hot tub and a back rub. I'll see you in Virginia 5/30! Hang tough man. Someone has to deliver the world decent music.
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warm regards,
DMA

warm regards,
DMA

United States

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