I can really relate to Permanent

My grandpa was diagnosed with pancreas cancer. My siblings and I didn't know until we were called down to say our goodbyes. I always will remember him and his bright warm smile. I t was devastating when he died. He died in the room right next to the place where I was sleeping. I always felt guilty for his death because I fell asleep to the heart moniter (please excuse the spelling i'm grammaticaly impaired) I thought if it went flatline I would hear it. Then I woke up the next morning and he was just gone you could tell he was really gone. So I feel for you guys and I know exactly how you feel. You can write back to me anytime you like and I will write back I promise. Just click write to author below the comment.