I was so sorry to hear the news this morning. I have the kind of job that throws me into the most remote places for streches of time. Your ode David brings tears to my eyes. You are a sincere, warm, true and strong person and I'm sure that you'll make it through this. I think it's very brave that you seek to honour your brother's legacy by being true to yourself and going on with your work, but I beg you to take care of yourself and to take time to grieve. My prayers will always be with you. Your strength inspires me, as I'm sure Adam's strength inspired you.
God bless you!
Kandy