I just wanted to say that I am very sorry for your loss. However, what a blessing to have had such a deep, meaningful, loving and close relationship with your brother. Many people go through life having never experienced one day, more less 37 years with a brother or sister. I tell my children EVERYDAY to cherish each other and the relationship they have. I think your relationship with your brother (and your family) is a shining example of how each and every one of us should value those close to us. I pray that Adam is free of pain now and with the angels in heaven.